Millie Fell:

Yesterday was a perfect example of the female brain, overreacting and being completely emotional.  Yesterday was a shit show.  I’ve decided to stick with this job, up until my vacation.  So that I can safely save money without stress in that arena of my life.  But after that, I’ll definitely be leaving.
My eyes are puffy from crying, my nerves are fragile and all I want is ice cream.  I feel like I fell out of a fire escape and managed to only break my pride.  I feel like today is going to be a quiet day for me.  One for writing.  And ice cream.
Today, I’ll make a brain map, I’ll expel all the negative self-talk, all the anxiety, out on paper.  And I’ll visually see what I need to work on, in rewiring my brain to make it more positive.  Did you know you can do that?  You can actually renew your mind, change memories, and make old mental habits disappear.  It takes time.  21 days is fast, says the literature I’m reading.  But it’s possible.  The brain is that powerful.
Today I am going to be okay.  I’ll pick myself up off the floor.  Admit I was hysterical, and move forward.

I'm 26. Lost and in transition. I don't have the answers, just thoughts.